a TO-DO Declarations for year 2009
*produce a good thesis(or better?)
*strive for better results for final semester
*stay healthy - mentally and physically
*ensure that all my family members stay healthy and happy
*ensure that all my beloved friends stay healthy and happy
*stay confident enough and ready to support my family and friends whenever they needed support
*staff a BASIC
*staff an ADVANCED
*be a senior for Leadership Program
*find a job
*buy a second-hand vehicle(die die must drive,even i'm not good in driving)
*clear debts
*save money for vacations - Bali or HongKong(again?)
briefly is LIKE THAT LARH!
Long Life Everyone!!
Cheer^^
December 31, 2008
Buh-bye 2008
the last day of 2008
i was recalling back what had happened and what i did throughout the whole year..
yet, i realized that is not a really happy and prosperous year to me.
*this is LIFE what i can say?
well, it is not really that SHITTY, think at positive vice, it is a chance for me to learn how to DANCE in stormy RAIN.
*no doubt, there are happy moments too, thanks to my family and friends' support.
i was different than before, i'm able to control myself - my emotions
learning to be extra calm,not being too judgmental, stand strong and independent when facing BREAKDOWNS.
*but i'm still ME, admitted i'm still being judgmental and still trusting my own feeling and experiences.
it is very tough and stretchy.. i wanted to cry out loud, but i know crying is not gonna help..
the mental stress is still there killing me.
cry for better or cry for worse????
i got the answer.
sometimes,
i do not know what should i do..
i do not know what else i can do..
i do not know how to get off from the situation..
i do not know how to let go and just do nothing..
i do not know should i take the responsibility for this?
i do not even know is this really my fu*king business??
it already happened, not thinking about trying to turn back time, it is impossible..
now, i'm PRAYING damn hard and do whatever i can..
i was recalling back what had happened and what i did throughout the whole year..
yet, i realized that is not a really happy and prosperous year to me.
*this is LIFE what i can say?
well, it is not really that SHITTY, think at positive vice, it is a chance for me to learn how to DANCE in stormy RAIN.
*no doubt, there are happy moments too, thanks to my family and friends' support.
i was different than before, i'm able to control myself - my emotions
learning to be extra calm,not being too judgmental, stand strong and independent when facing BREAKDOWNS.
*but i'm still ME, admitted i'm still being judgmental and still trusting my own feeling and experiences.
it is very tough and stretchy.. i wanted to cry out loud, but i know crying is not gonna help..
the mental stress is still there killing me.
cry for better or cry for worse????
i got the answer.
sometimes,
i do not know what should i do..
i do not know what else i can do..
i do not know how to get off from the situation..
i do not know how to let go and just do nothing..
i do not know should i take the responsibility for this?
i do not even know is this really my fu*king business??
it already happened, not thinking about trying to turn back time, it is impossible..
now, i'm PRAYING damn hard and do whatever i can..
December 2, 2008
回忆录^^
做FYP做到就来流目屎。。
不是很能集中精神，边做边看，看多过做，我看了
所有miss 了的 - -
- 珠光宝气，
- 东山飘雨西关晴（再不看怕On Demand停播）
- 还有不好看的 - 我的亿万面包（郑元畅^^)
休息就blog一下，很久没有写过有关生活的东西，就写一下啦！
刚忙完一轮，这一两天不由自主的回忆着以前的点滴。。
1）organizing campaign 令我想起diploma做的colourful life paint their life fundraising campaign。
2）一个男同学的声音有点像diploma时的Jonathan Lim.(听起来亲切又有类似的音）
3）沿海公路的出口 mv， 看了我想到以前就哭了。。。。。（其实没什么，只是偶尔 u know 感觉来 一下酱，没有法子）
4）开夜车，读U了就很少开。。（死人FYP!!)
5)Lastly, 看到一个朋友也把自己的英文名字翻译去中文，就像以前和阿烈他们玩的酱- -
*Jonathan - 佐那丹
*Ray - 阿烈
*Geoff - 佐夫
*Shyen - 炫
*James - 詹姆斯， 不过我和阿烈硬硬要叫他沾到屎， 懒惰时直接叫:eh,沾到！！hehe..
*See Yun - 看云
*我自己，Chloe - 可罗鱼（很久很久没有用了，曾经我的就blog就叫可罗鱼的XX，我有几个blog都被我abandon了。。）有时还会被叫gao yi(椅子的福建话）， 甚至有时候对话中的“够力”， 朋友们会用我的名字来代替，比如说：这次“chloe”了咯！！
haih...我真得很想念很想念super想念你们！！！！！！突然怀念过去的日子！！！（虽然有一点点颓废）不过真得很开心，也很珍惜以前我们那些无聊透顶的activities!!!!!
不是很能集中精神，边做边看，看多过做，我看了
所有miss 了的 - -
- 珠光宝气，
- 东山飘雨西关晴（再不看怕On Demand停播）
- 还有不好看的 - 我的亿万面包（郑元畅^^)
休息就blog一下，很久没有写过有关生活的东西，就写一下啦！
刚忙完一轮，这一两天不由自主的回忆着以前的点滴。。
1）organizing campaign 令我想起diploma做的colourful life paint their life fundraising campaign。
2）一个男同学的声音有点像diploma时的Jonathan Lim.(听起来亲切又有类似的音）
3）沿海公路的出口 mv， 看了我想到以前就哭了。。。。。（其实没什么，只是偶尔 u know 感觉来 一下酱，没有法子）
4）开夜车，读U了就很少开。。（死人FYP!!)
5)Lastly, 看到一个朋友也把自己的英文名字翻译去中文，就像以前和阿烈他们玩的酱- -
*Jonathan - 佐那丹
*Ray - 阿烈
*Geoff - 佐夫
*Shyen - 炫
*James - 詹姆斯， 不过我和阿烈硬硬要叫他沾到屎， 懒惰时直接叫:eh,沾到！！hehe..
*See Yun - 看云
*我自己，Chloe - 可罗鱼（很久很久没有用了，曾经我的就blog就叫可罗鱼的XX，我有几个blog都被我abandon了。。）有时还会被叫gao yi(椅子的福建话）， 甚至有时候对话中的“够力”， 朋友们会用我的名字来代替，比如说：这次“chloe”了咯！！
haih...我真得很想念很想念super想念你们！！！！！！突然怀念过去的日子！！！（虽然有一点点颓废）不过真得很开心，也很珍惜以前我们那些无聊透顶的activities!!!!!
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