a TO-DO Declarations for year 2009
*produce a good thesis(or better?)
*strive for better results for final semester
*stay healthy - mentally and physically
*ensure that all my family members stay healthy and happy
*ensure that all my beloved friends stay healthy and happy
*stay confident enough and ready to support my family and friends whenever they needed support
*staff a BASIC
*staff an ADVANCED
*be a senior for Leadership Program
*find a job
*buy a second-hand vehicle(die die must drive,even i'm not good in driving)
*clear debts
*save money for vacations - Bali or HongKong(again?)
briefly is LIKE THAT LARH!
Long Life Everyone!!
Cheer^^
December 31, 2008
Buh-bye 2008
the last day of 2008
i was recalling back what had happened and what i did throughout the whole year..
yet, i realized that is not a really happy and prosperous year to me.
*this is LIFE what i can say?
well, it is not really that SHITTY, think at positive vice, it is a chance for me to learn how to DANCE in stormy RAIN.
*no doubt, there are happy moments too, thanks to my family and friends' support.
i was different than before, i'm able to control myself - my emotions
learning to be extra calm,not being too judgmental, stand strong and independent when facing BREAKDOWNS.
*but i'm still ME, admitted i'm still being judgmental and still trusting my own feeling and experiences.
it is very tough and stretchy.. i wanted to cry out loud, but i know crying is not gonna help..
the mental stress is still there killing me.
cry for better or cry for worse????
i got the answer.
sometimes,
i do not know what should i do..
i do not know what else i can do..
i do not know how to get off from the situation..
i do not know how to let go and just do nothing..
i do not know should i take the responsibility for this?
i do not even know is this really my fu*king business??
it already happened, not thinking about trying to turn back time, it is impossible..
now, i'm PRAYING damn hard and do whatever i can..
i was recalling back what had happened and what i did throughout the whole year..
yet, i realized that is not a really happy and prosperous year to me.
*this is LIFE what i can say?
well, it is not really that SHITTY, think at positive vice, it is a chance for me to learn how to DANCE in stormy RAIN.
*no doubt, there are happy moments too, thanks to my family and friends' support.
i was different than before, i'm able to control myself - my emotions
learning to be extra calm,not being too judgmental, stand strong and independent when facing BREAKDOWNS.
*but i'm still ME, admitted i'm still being judgmental and still trusting my own feeling and experiences.
it is very tough and stretchy.. i wanted to cry out loud, but i know crying is not gonna help..
the mental stress is still there killing me.
cry for better or cry for worse????
i got the answer.
sometimes,
i do not know what should i do..
i do not know what else i can do..
i do not know how to get off from the situation..
i do not know how to let go and just do nothing..
i do not know should i take the responsibility for this?
i do not even know is this really my fu*king business??
it already happened, not thinking about trying to turn back time, it is impossible..
now, i'm PRAYING damn hard and do whatever i can..
December 2, 2008
回忆录^^
做FYP做到就来流目屎。。
不是很能集中精神，边做边看，看多过做，我看了
所有miss 了的 - -
- 珠光宝气，
- 东山飘雨西关晴（再不看怕On Demand停播）
- 还有不好看的 - 我的亿万面包（郑元畅^^)
休息就blog一下，很久没有写过有关生活的东西，就写一下啦！
刚忙完一轮，这一两天不由自主的回忆着以前的点滴。。
1）organizing campaign 令我想起diploma做的colourful life paint their life fundraising campaign。
2）一个男同学的声音有点像diploma时的Jonathan Lim.(听起来亲切又有类似的音）
3）沿海公路的出口 mv， 看了我想到以前就哭了。。。。。（其实没什么，只是偶尔 u know 感觉来 一下酱，没有法子）
4）开夜车，读U了就很少开。。（死人FYP!!)
5)Lastly, 看到一个朋友也把自己的英文名字翻译去中文，就像以前和阿烈他们玩的酱- -
*Jonathan - 佐那丹
*Ray - 阿烈
*Geoff - 佐夫
*Shyen - 炫
*James - 詹姆斯， 不过我和阿烈硬硬要叫他沾到屎， 懒惰时直接叫:eh,沾到！！hehe..
*See Yun - 看云
*我自己，Chloe - 可罗鱼（很久很久没有用了，曾经我的就blog就叫可罗鱼的XX，我有几个blog都被我abandon了。。）有时还会被叫gao yi(椅子的福建话）， 甚至有时候对话中的“够力”， 朋友们会用我的名字来代替，比如说：这次“chloe”了咯！！
haih...我真得很想念很想念super想念你们！！！！！！突然怀念过去的日子！！！（虽然有一点点颓废）不过真得很开心，也很珍惜以前我们那些无聊透顶的activities!!!!!
不是很能集中精神，边做边看，看多过做，我看了
所有miss 了的 - -
- 珠光宝气，
- 东山飘雨西关晴（再不看怕On Demand停播）
- 还有不好看的 - 我的亿万面包（郑元畅^^)
休息就blog一下，很久没有写过有关生活的东西，就写一下啦！
刚忙完一轮，这一两天不由自主的回忆着以前的点滴。。
1）organizing campaign 令我想起diploma做的colourful life paint their life fundraising campaign。
2）一个男同学的声音有点像diploma时的Jonathan Lim.(听起来亲切又有类似的音）
3）沿海公路的出口 mv， 看了我想到以前就哭了。。。。。（其实没什么，只是偶尔 u know 感觉来 一下酱，没有法子）
4）开夜车，读U了就很少开。。（死人FYP!!)
5)Lastly, 看到一个朋友也把自己的英文名字翻译去中文，就像以前和阿烈他们玩的酱- -
*Jonathan - 佐那丹
*Ray - 阿烈
*Geoff - 佐夫
*Shyen - 炫
*James - 詹姆斯， 不过我和阿烈硬硬要叫他沾到屎， 懒惰时直接叫:eh,沾到！！hehe..
*See Yun - 看云
*我自己，Chloe - 可罗鱼（很久很久没有用了，曾经我的就blog就叫可罗鱼的XX，我有几个blog都被我abandon了。。）有时还会被叫gao yi(椅子的福建话）， 甚至有时候对话中的“够力”， 朋友们会用我的名字来代替，比如说：这次“chloe”了咯！！
haih...我真得很想念很想念super想念你们！！！！！！突然怀念过去的日子！！！（虽然有一点点颓废）不过真得很开心，也很珍惜以前我们那些无聊透顶的activities!!!!!
November 11, 2008
If Everyone Cared
Inspiring video..Recommended by an advanced trainer from AW.
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing
Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)
[Chorus x2]
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...
[Chorus]
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing
Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)
[Chorus x2]
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
When nobody died...
[Chorus]
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died
Can I Have This Dance
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all
[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be
(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
October 29, 2008
稻香 Fragrant Rice - 周杰伦Jay Chou
i'm listening to this song everyday since 22 sept 2008(first day launching)..i like the lyrics，reminds me to be thankful^^
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
* 还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
* 还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
- t i r e d -
recently i felt really tired, not physically but mentally..
don't really care whether i got the right to say it or not,
sometimes i felt like : yea.. i'm enough, i can handle anything,come what may..
in fact, i cant..
i'm not sourcing for tough life or negative thinking,
but, out there.....so many uncertainties..
people keep on saying "there's no accident"
to me, sometimes "there are accidents"
for sure i am not that kinda "indecisive" or POPO MAMA person,
but recently i learnt a lesson, which is think twice before u do anything or make any decision.
i had learn it from most of my coursemates(since we are organising a campaign).urgency might kills.no doubt urgency is very x100 important but.....................
i am very clear abt 100:0 and 50:50 thingie,
there are various "species" out there...what can i do??
everyday i talked to myself, if is to be is up to me!check in,no blaming,no cursing,no punk rocking!
........i still cant control myself, sometimes my EQ level can drop until THAT low(especially when i'm sleepy/tired)......
there are prices to pay for screwing and cursing,
....my karma is waiting for me i guess....
is time to learn to dance in stormy heavy rain
i sincerly hope that every single thing will run smoothly..especially
the campaign
don't really care whether i got the right to say it or not,
sometimes i felt like : yea.. i'm enough, i can handle anything,come what may..
in fact, i cant..
i'm not sourcing for tough life or negative thinking,
but, out there.....so many uncertainties..
people keep on saying "there's no accident"
to me, sometimes "there are accidents"
for sure i am not that kinda "indecisive" or POPO MAMA person,
but recently i learnt a lesson, which is think twice before u do anything or make any decision.
i had learn it from most of my coursemates(since we are organising a campaign).urgency might kills.no doubt urgency is very x100 important but.....................
i am very clear abt 100:0 and 50:50 thingie,
there are various "species" out there...what can i do??
everyday i talked to myself, if is to be is up to me!check in,no blaming,no cursing,no punk rocking!
........i still cant control myself, sometimes my EQ level can drop until THAT low(especially when i'm sleepy/tired)......
there are prices to pay for screwing and cursing,
....my karma is waiting for me i guess....
is time to learn to dance in stormy heavy rain
i sincerly hope that every single thing will run smoothly..especially
the campaign
August 22, 2008
达尔文
我的青春 也不是没伤痕
是明白爱是信仰的延伸
甚么特征 人缘还是眼神
也不会预知爱不爱的可能
保持单身 忍不住又沉沦
兜着圈子来去有时苦等
人的一生 感情是旋转门
转到了最后真心的就不分
有过竞争 有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真 学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒 得要我们
进化成更好的人
我的青春 有时还蛮单纯
相信幸福取决于爱得深
读进化论 我赞成达尔文
没实力的就有淘汰的可能
我的替身 已换过多少轮
记忆在旧情人心中变冷
我的一生 有几道旋转门
转到了最后只剩你我没分
是明白爱是信仰的延伸
甚么特征 人缘还是眼神
也不会预知爱不爱的可能
保持单身 忍不住又沉沦
兜着圈子来去有时苦等
人的一生 感情是旋转门
转到了最后真心的就不分
有过竞争 有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真 学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒 得要我们
进化成更好的人
我的青春 有时还蛮单纯
相信幸福取决于爱得深
读进化论 我赞成达尔文
没实力的就有淘汰的可能
我的替身 已换过多少轮
记忆在旧情人心中变冷
我的一生 有几道旋转门
转到了最后只剩你我没分
June 8, 2008
Dance In The Rain
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
.
.
.
.
.
It's about learning to dance in the rain.
June 7, 2008
June 6, 2008
May 27, 2008
May 2, 2008
April 13, 2008
无暇
落月下舀一杓天崖
风刮泪无瑕
思念在 雨间 潇洒
残雪中斟一杯牵挂
曲罢愁无涯
爱恨在 心底 交杂
怎奈烛火也燃不起
赢弱的记忆
爱分隔天地要怎么爱你
想种一朵无瑕 窗外篱笆
雨要怎么下
离别时的晚霞 风还在刮
谁为谁牵挂
想画一抹无瑕 墨怎么洒
笔该怎么下
我送你的年华 还留着吗
记载我俩的 无瑕
风刮泪无瑕
思念在 雨间 潇洒
残雪中斟一杯牵挂
曲罢愁无涯
爱恨在 心底 交杂
怎奈烛火也燃不起
赢弱的记忆
爱分隔天地要怎么爱你
想种一朵无瑕 窗外篱笆
雨要怎么下
离别时的晚霞 风还在刮
谁为谁牵挂
想画一抹无瑕 墨怎么洒
笔该怎么下
我送你的年华 还留着吗
记载我俩的 无瑕
April 2, 2008
四月二日
害人不浅的暴雨，还在下着。
带着疲惫的身躯，被雨淋着。
心里有许多疑问，在思考着。
藏在心中的情感，在逃避着。
那么熟悉的背影，我凝视着。
过去甜蜜的回忆，还怀念着。
面对种种的挫折，仍然撑着。
坚守着原则信念，我还笑着。
期待雨后的彩虹，我还活着。
带着疲惫的身躯，被雨淋着。
心里有许多疑问，在思考着。
藏在心中的情感，在逃避着。
那么熟悉的背影，我凝视着。
过去甜蜜的回忆，还怀念着。
面对种种的挫折，仍然撑着。
坚守着原则信念，我还笑着。
期待雨后的彩虹，我还活着。
March 2, 2008
Happy Sunday^^
Went to advanced graduation,I am very happy that Chris Gentry still remember me!!!
I love u Chris~~~~~~
I love u Chris~~~~~~
January 30, 2008
January 15, 2008
Superman
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy,
Its not easy to be me
January 13, 2008
January 12, 2008
my wOws~~
5th All LP Rally - Becoming One 2008
Me in my red t-shirt..(coz i'm in group red)
I took my first ride on "Eye on Malaysia" with this b
eautiful life:: We are the world ::
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let's start giving
There's a choice we're making
We're saving our own lives
It's true we'll make a better day
Just you and me
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