不知不觉，已成了习惯。
问问自己，这真的是我要的吗？
习惯性地想，
习惯性地看，
习惯性地了解，
习惯性地找借口，
是真的想这样吗？
是真的放下了？
不理会？
不猜测？
不希望？
只是一种习惯？
还是我真的认真了。。。。
March 5, 2009
March 1, 2009
February 24, 2009
m e m o r i e s
I'm supposed to start doing assignments and editing FYP after shower,one of my best friends messaged me in MSN and i noticed that i never catch up with him since dunno when.But we still have each other in mind(this is what we call true friend).I suddenly miss him like crazy..gosh!!not only him(yen foong) but others too,such as yee mei,jing yean and gene.And i really appreciate that how he showed his concern to me..i acknowledge that my dear!
We were chatting abt those days in high school,so free and happy..no stress..no emo..ermm a bit naive i guess...I can still remember that we always play those silly games..chit chatting..gossiping..and we even have our small "territory".Is actually at the end of a corridoor.And recalling bck how do all of us look like at that time,is kinda funny..last time yen foong used to call me DAN SAN = "scramble egg" in Canto.. and i use to laugh at him as he looks like a ball..=) Too bad,i only had fun with them abt 3 years time, we were not in the same class in form 4-5, i'm taking accounts so we only can meet up after school or in some other time.(and our classrooms were so far away..=( ) But for sure i had good memories with different bunch of people during F4-5 =)
Well, we still contacting each other but not meeting up coz everyone was busy wf studies..(oh do i?) what i can say is i really miss those days....miss every single one of u MUACKZ!!
These few days is about memories,to me..
Last friday, Mr.Pang messeged me abt the gathering for diploma gang!!seriouly i dunno how come i felt so damn excited!!!!!we got out a list who is close to us last time and thinking abt where to go. But i dun really hv an idea abt who will be invited,i just want to have a fun and memorable gathering.I started to call up jon,james,ray,see yun and yu qiu just to have a talk abt it.When i was on the phone wf yu qiu, i laugh until tears coming out as we recalling bck what we did in diploma..i wonder why cui fen and i always do something or maybe say something in that way..who cares as long as we happy with it.And i love my diploma mates too.. MUACKZ!!
but, those were memories,what we have is NOW, and today is a GIFT and this is what we call PRESENT. (tiru a bit from the animation Kungfu Panda^^) i just love this statement.
And now i had my best friends and my best best friend in University too..it will be lame if i still wanna mention names..lolx..No matter how or when we know each other..i love all of u in the same way.
LOVE U!!!!!!!
We were chatting abt those days in high school,so free and happy..no stress..no emo..ermm a bit naive i guess...I can still remember that we always play those silly games..chit chatting..gossiping..and we even have our small "territory".Is actually at the end of a corridoor.And recalling bck how do all of us look like at that time,is kinda funny..last time yen foong used to call me DAN SAN = "scramble egg" in Canto.. and i use to laugh at him as he looks like a ball..=) Too bad,i only had fun with them abt 3 years time, we were not in the same class in form 4-5, i'm taking accounts so we only can meet up after school or in some other time.(and our classrooms were so far away..=( ) But for sure i had good memories with different bunch of people during F4-5 =)
Well, we still contacting each other but not meeting up coz everyone was busy wf studies..(oh do i?) what i can say is i really miss those days....miss every single one of u MUACKZ!!
These few days is about memories,to me..
Last friday, Mr.Pang messeged me abt the gathering for diploma gang!!seriouly i dunno how come i felt so damn excited!!!!!we got out a list who is close to us last time and thinking abt where to go. But i dun really hv an idea abt who will be invited,i just want to have a fun and memorable gathering.I started to call up jon,james,ray,see yun and yu qiu just to have a talk abt it.When i was on the phone wf yu qiu, i laugh until tears coming out as we recalling bck what we did in diploma..i wonder why cui fen and i always do something or maybe say something in that way..who cares as long as we happy with it.And i love my diploma mates too.. MUACKZ!!
but, those were memories,what we have is NOW, and today is a GIFT and this is what we call PRESENT. (tiru a bit from the animation Kungfu Panda^^) i just love this statement.
And now i had my best friends and my best best friend in University too..it will be lame if i still wanna mention names..lolx..No matter how or when we know each other..i love all of u in the same way.
LOVE U!!!!!!!
January 20, 2009
H I S t o r i e s
跟同学们吃饭，聊了很多过去和最近的事。。讲着讲着就讲到过去的HIStories..
哈哈。。踏入2009二十二岁未满的我，对，从来没有交过男朋友。
说实在的，我并不会觉得是一个大问题，毕竟我还很年轻。而且在我排行榜里，爱情是最后，
我把家人永远摆在第一，接着是朋友，金钱，社会，才到爱情。。
爱情是什么？我的心态是很好奇，很想知道爱人和被爱的不一样在哪里，爱情真的有魔力吗？会让人不知所措，甚至舍弃生命和金钱？会不介意两个人的身份，年龄差别吗？我很想知道也很想尝试一下，看看我会是怎样，会很理智还是迷失？会选面包还是爱情。。不过现在，我还是会大大声的说，我不会为了爱情，就喝水饱，我会靠自己免得挨饿，毕竟我是个独立的女人。。（脸皮的确是厚）
一路走来，我走过蛮多路，意思是说身边出现过不少男的， 每一段都只有很美好的开始， 只差一门一脚， 就可以开始。。结果最后变得没有一回事。。有时， 我觉得无奈，有时觉得累，有时更会觉得我不再有那么大的勇气去尝试，因为害怕会再有这样的感觉。。我不喜欢。。 别人说我喜欢玩暧昧，我心想我没有啊，我当然不想一直这样。。不“显”咩？
或许, 也可能是我本身有一点问题，为什么呢？
因为。。因为我很“怪懒”。。是别人告诉我的。。我也认了，因为我也觉得，不过我只是在爱情方面这样啦，平时都好好的。。hehehehehe...不要误会我。。我对你们不是很好吗？只不过偶尔被惹毛才发火一下。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。我不“怪懒”了啦。。。
目前，还是那样，没什么改变，就期待看看未来会发生什么事吧！
最后还是那句：人言可畏，不愿意成为任何绯闻的主角。
哈哈。。踏入2009二十二岁未满的我，对，从来没有交过男朋友。
说实在的，我并不会觉得是一个大问题，毕竟我还很年轻。而且在我排行榜里，爱情是最后，
我把家人永远摆在第一，接着是朋友，金钱，社会，才到爱情。。
爱情是什么？我的心态是很好奇，很想知道爱人和被爱的不一样在哪里，爱情真的有魔力吗？会让人不知所措，甚至舍弃生命和金钱？会不介意两个人的身份，年龄差别吗？我很想知道也很想尝试一下，看看我会是怎样，会很理智还是迷失？会选面包还是爱情。。不过现在，我还是会大大声的说，我不会为了爱情，就喝水饱，我会靠自己免得挨饿，毕竟我是个独立的女人。。（脸皮的确是厚）
一路走来，我走过蛮多路，意思是说身边出现过不少男的， 每一段都只有很美好的开始， 只差一门一脚， 就可以开始。。结果最后变得没有一回事。。有时， 我觉得无奈，有时觉得累，有时更会觉得我不再有那么大的勇气去尝试，因为害怕会再有这样的感觉。。我不喜欢。。 别人说我喜欢玩暧昧，我心想我没有啊，我当然不想一直这样。。不“显”咩？
或许, 也可能是我本身有一点问题，为什么呢？
因为。。因为我很“怪懒”。。是别人告诉我的。。我也认了，因为我也觉得，不过我只是在爱情方面这样啦，平时都好好的。。hehehehehe...不要误会我。。我对你们不是很好吗？只不过偶尔被惹毛才发火一下。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。我不“怪懒”了啦。。。
目前，还是那样，没什么改变，就期待看看未来会发生什么事吧！
最后还是那句：人言可畏，不愿意成为任何绯闻的主角。
C R U S H - David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
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