recently i felt really tired, not physically but mentally..
don't really care whether i got the right to say it or not,
sometimes i felt like : yea.. i'm enough, i can handle anything,come what may..
in fact, i cant..
i'm not sourcing for tough life or negative thinking,
but, out there.....so many uncertainties..
people keep on saying "there's no accident"
to me, sometimes "there are accidents"
for sure i am not that kinda "indecisive" or POPO MAMA person,
but recently i learnt a lesson, which is think twice before u do anything or make any decision.
i had learn it from most of my coursemates(since we are organising a campaign).urgency might kills.no doubt urgency is very x100 important but.....................
i am very clear abt 100:0 and 50:50 thingie,
there are various "species" out there...what can i do??
everyday i talked to myself, if is to be is up to me!check in,no blaming,no cursing,no punk rocking!
........i still cant control myself, sometimes my EQ level can drop until THAT low(especially when i'm sleepy/tired)......
there are prices to pay for screwing and cursing,
....my karma is waiting for me i guess....
is time to learn to dance in stormy heavy rain
i sincerly hope that every single thing will run smoothly..especially
the campaign
